The NOW TV Box | Review

Thursday, 16 March 2017

I have been looking around for a new type of entertainment for my room and my TV for a while now as i used to have SKY as i found that this was a lot of money when i hardly ever used it, I only wanted SKY for basically for SKY 1 to watch the Simpsons UK Gold & Dave to watch my comedy programmes etc! At the time my brother decided that he would cut me off from his internet so i couldn't use it anymore and told me to get my own provider! As we already with Virgin Media it was very hard to get a new line installed when my brother is the account holder for the TV, Phone and internet so it wasn't easy. So in the end i decided that i would go with SKY for the TV and the internet and when i agreed that i would sign up to them i didn't realise that i would also need a land line installed for the internet to work, I wasn't very happy with this because there was a £15 per month line rental charge including everything else what was included. I originally started my contract with SKY on 14th November 2014 and i had the family bundle witch was about £35.00 per month with the internet and the phone line and all i paid was £10 for the set up as at the time i was still insolvent and getting things like this would be very hard but it was very easy and straight forward, My bills from that period went up and down all the time as you could add different packages and box sets all the time and my highest bill that i ever had was over £189.00 as i added F1 sky sports channel and that made the bill up to the amount witch was a lot of money! I fell behind with the account just before Christmas 2016 where there was a outstanding bill for £219.14 and in that time i fell ill with my depression and then i decided that i would rip it all out witch i did and a few weeks later my brother decided that he would allow me to share the internet once again.

Since then i have been using a Freeview indoor Ariel to watch TV as i have got a Freeview TV witch i didn't know nothing about, I have bought a few of these Ariels and none of them gives out a good signal sometimes i could get a really strong signal if i lean it out of the window and stay there all day and then if i move the Ariel it would loose the signal and i wouldn't be able to find a new place to put the Ariel. As my TV is on the wall just beside my window it is very hard to put a Freeview indoor Ariel by the window as my power leads are not long enough and sometimes i wish that i just stayed with SKY And just have the SKY Q installed as i was really upset about it. Within a couple of months of me watching no TV i sometimes used the internet to watch the things that i wanted to watch and then there would be my TV on the wall just doing completely nothing, As the TV is kinda special to me as it was a gift from my auntie who bought it for me back in 2014 for my SKY to be installed so its very special to me and it means a lot to me. As i was getting so annoyed  as i wanted to watch TV again i was gonna ask someone to come out and sort me out a Freeview Ariel to put outside on the roof and feed it back into my TV but no one in my family offered to help me with it witch i was so angry about as i could easily get a good picture on my TV with it. As time was going on i thought about getting one of these NOW TV boxes Apple TV's and i really didn't want one in the first place as they wouldn't be no good for me and i went into CEX  a few months ago and bought a Apple TV but it was the wrong one and i wanted the brand new one where you can download apps from the store! As i owed this money to SKY i was thinking about getting Virgin TV in my name and in my own bedroom where me and my brother had a massive augment over it and saying its still a waste of money and you will never watch it like the SKY (He has a point there) So i went into the store in town and got everything sorted out, They found me a really good deal and told me all about the terms and conditions and went ahead with the order, As there was already a Virgin media line in our house there would have to be a credit check done and a line check as my brother is the account holder and i said thats all fine. As i paid a deposit of £20 i just walked out of the shop and waited for the information to come back from Virgin Media.

I had a phone call from the person from the shop who was dealing with me and told me that i had the all clear to go ahead to install the TV but the credit check came back as a decline and i was so shocked as i never thought that Virgin media was so strict for new customers i was so shocked to her this, So they wanted someone else like my mum or step dad to put the credit check in there name and the payments would come out my bank as normal and no one would do it for me as they was thinking that if the bill wasn't paid that it would come back onto them to pay it, They have the wrong end of the stick and i went back to the store and explained that no one would agree to do the credit check for me and got my £20 back and then left it as that! So as the next couple of days went by and i was getting really annoyed about not having no TV to watch and then i decided that i would like a Apple TV as i could easily download the apps that i would like and then i would only need to pay a few quid a month to watch some extra channels like Dave and UK gold etc! As there is a app called TV player that works with the Apple TV and on your phone too it sounded like it would be a really good idea and also i can play games on my TV as well, I was gonna buy myself a Apple TV when i could actually afford one as i found some reviews online and found it be very good and i knew that i wanted one but the price was a little bit to much for me. As there are so many smart boxes and TV boxes out there at the moment i just didn't know what i wanted as i already had my eyes set on A Apple TV but i would have to wait until i had enough money to get one and i just wanted one for the time being just to keep me busy and something to watch when i am bored. I looked in Argos and other places to see what boxes was available and i was thinking about one of these NOW TV boxes as they were great value for money and i just didn't know what they were and how they worked as i was new to these kinda boxes, It must of been a few months until i decided that i would like one or not as they don't have all the channels that i like to watch like Nicktoons and SKY1 (for the Simpsons) and there was something that i just didn't like about it and i really don't know what that was. As i was seeing these NOW TV boxes in my local ASDA store they were great value for only £25 and when i saw what you could get for that price i was blowed away and it sounded like a really good deal. I showed my mum and she doesn't really understand what these TV boxes are and she said that sounded like a good deal and i wanted one straight away and deal like this well it couldn't go to waste.

Britney Spears Curious - The Collection

Thursday, 2 March 2017

I have been a massive fan of Britney Spears from a early age and i was so excited when she released her very first Fragrance in 2004 Curious, I was 15 when this amazing perfume came out and this was my very first item of perfume that i ever had from my amazing collection witch i have today, Britney had put in a lot of work into her perfume and i was very excited to try it for the first time, I can remember having a sample of this amazing scent and i was totally speechless and i wanted one straight away as it smelt so good, I had the original bottle that was 100ml witch came with the Atomiser. I think i had the gift set that came with the amazing Lather me up Shower gel , You're so smooth Body Polish and the amazing Deliciously whipped body soufflé. When i had the 100ml bottle with the Atomiser i always found it quite easy to use and sometimes it would stick and i would need to take the lid of so i could get some perfume out but saying that they have changed the bottles now and we don't have a issue with the Atomiser ones, I would love to have the Atomiser one again but i feel like that the Atomiser would get stuck again and i would waste a lot of perfume and they are not very easy to get these days, Curious has that scent of white floral scent and has notes are Louisiana magnolia, golden Anjou pearlotus flower, tuberosestar jasmine, pink cyclamenvanilla-infused musksandalwood and blonde woods, And Elizabeth Arden put a special vanilla infused musk in it and added Louisiana magnolia. Spears said that the magnolia reminds her of home. As this was Britney's very first fragrance Curious was released in September 2004, and was very successful internationally. It was the number one fragrance of 2004 in department stores, and in 2005, "Curious" was honored by the Fragrance Foundation as Best Women's Fragrance.

Britney made a Advert for the perfume he TV advertisement for Curious, "Hotel Rooms," was conceived at agency Goodby, Silverstein & Partners and directed by Dave Meyers through production company The set was built on a stage instead of in an actual hotel. Actor Eric Winter plays Spears' love interest in the TV commercial.It starts off with Winter and Spears noticing each other before they go in their neighboring hotel rooms. Then, they are shown thinking about each other with Spears walking towards the door to Winter's hotel room. Then, fantasies of Spears and the latter having sex are shown mixed with things like a cartoon, a flower and a rodeo. It ends with Spears gazing at the camera. Britney also released some products that was sold individually for her Curious campaign and i can remember having the body Soufflé and i couldn't possibly live without it as it was one of the best body lotions that was out and it lasted all day long and it was quite simple and very easy to apply and i loved it so much that i wanted some more, My auntie had her first taste of it and she loved it as well and she has had a tube of the Deliciously whipped body soufflé now for a very long time and it is still going strong to this day and when i asked her for some i knew straight away that i needed some, It is very hard to find these products brand new in there boxes as it is about a few years old now but it is still going very strong and people are still love Britney's Fragrances  including me since the launch of Curious in 2004 she has released a load more that has been a huge success and even launched Curious in Control and & Curious heart (witch is very hard to find in 100ml) they are both the same Design of the original Curious bottle but has the colour changed from blue to black and pink (Curious in control) and pink and blue (Curious Heart)

unfortunately i haven't been able to find the Curious Heart fragrance in good condition on eBay as i am dying to try this one and Curious in Control witch i am thinking about buying, I cannot fault with any of Britney's perfumes as they have all been made with a lot of hard work and planning and Britney has made some incredible scents witch i love very much, My perfume collection contains about 12 bottles of perfumes by Britney alone and they are presented in the amazing boxes and also the prices are well worth it, The longest perfume that i have had is the midnight Fantasy witch i bought in June 2013 and it is still half full and i find that the 100ml that does last a long time and you can pick a 100ml bottle of Britney's perfumes for under £20.00 witch is a fantastic price as they can sometimes be over £40. I am still collecting Britney's fragrances and where i live some of my perfumes stores doesn't always stock the ones that i do need, I do have some perfumes that are only 30ml -50ml and i want the 100ml ones witch are Fantasy, Believe, Radiance, Private Show, Island Fantasy, Fantasy Anniversary Edition witch i will by very soon but i want to use the small ones up first

Fleur De Force By Eylure - Fleur Loves Lashes My Thoughts & Review

Tuesday, 28 February 2017

I couldn't wait for this moment to arrive because i have been looking around for some false eyelashes
for a while now and i knew that Fleur was very popular from her YouTube channel and she was working on something very special as i was watching one of her videos regarding it she couldn't say what it was.I have been watching Fleur since i first joined YouTube in 2008 i believe she started her channel in 2009 and i can recall watching that very first video that she done and i knew that something was coming for her, She released and bought out the Glam guide witch is a book that gives you advice for Fashion, Make up relationships and all about how she plans to make videos and blog posts and also the equipment that she uses for making the video.  The work that she puts into her videos is so much and the editing well it must be very hard for her but she has got some video editing skills because i couldn't crete what she does and i think that these false eyelashes and her brand will bring out some more products in the future for Fleur.

I have never ever had any false eyelashes before because i haven't been into them and i did learn about them on my beauty course and i was taught how to apply them and also to adjust them to the size you wanted, I first thought of the idea because i have a vision disorder and my eyes always look very dull and very tired and make up didn't do the trick so i needed something that would hide the tiredness and very dull. As i was looking around for some false eyelashes i saw that in Boots that there was ones from Girls Aloud and Tanya burr in Superdrug and i was gonna go and get some from Girls aloud because i thought that they would be ideal for me but i don't know why but i didn't get them and i wanted to see what was coming out in the next couple of weeks. When i was watching one of Fleur's video she said that she was working with a company to bring some products out and no one knew what this could of been and i was thinking a beauty line or something so the next couple of days she told us that she was bringing out some false eyelashes and i was thinking i need to get my hands on these and they looked very good, I saw the photo's of them on Fleur's instagram and i loved the way that they was packed and the quality of them! I wanted to attend the event in London but as i live so far i couldn't attend, I was looking online to see when i could go and buy some and i was waiting and waiting and i then i looked on Fleur's next video and the link was there and all the false eyelashes was there and i said i need to get some as soon as i can.

My Current Wishlist From Sep 2015

1. Mulberry Roxanne Tote In White .
I have been loving Mulberry since i was 13 years old and i have found that there bags are one of the best, I have been currently using my Mulberry witch i have had now for almost 4 years and i have found that i love it and i get a lot of people asking me about it, Saying that it is a lovely bag but it sometimes becomes very heavy to carry and it really hurts my arm now and again. When i am traveling such as on the train visiting my dad i cannot use my laptop because i cannot get it out of my suitcase to use it. So this would be the ideal bag for me because it has plenty of storage for me and it has a long carry handle so i can easily put it on my shoulder for easy travel.  I can easily get my laptop out and get some work done on the train and then put i can put it back in my bag for easy transport, I am currently looking at buying this bag at the end of the month before i go away again and mulberry doesn't make these bags no more and they have now been discontinued witch is a shame because the bags are lush.

2. Chanel Coco Mademoiselle Purse Spray.
I have been after some of this lush perfume for months and months once my auntie gave me some and since then i have been totally in love with it, As Chanel perfumes and products are so expensive i wasn't able to get any until my birthday this year in June and i had the option to have the 50ml 100ml or the purse spray, At the time it was so hard to choose from so in the end i had the 50ml and i have used it now and again and the smell is lush and lasts thought the day and i love it, When i am traveling like going to see my dad on the train etc i cannot take any of my perfumes with me so this Chanel purse spray would be ideal for me and i am currently looking at getting one just or before christmas
You can buy the Chanel Coco Mademoiselle Purse Spray:

3. Marc Jacobs Daisy Dream.
I have loved this new fragrance from Marc Jacobs since the day i saw it and smelt it, As i love the perfumes and having the daisy brand before i loved this one even more and the smell was like fresh garden with daisy in, I have always walked into Boots and i had to always have to have a spray of it because it smells so good, I love the design of the new bottle and the daisy' s are so beautiful and i so want this perfume so badly! Hopefully i can get one for Christmas.
You can buy Marc Jacobs Daisy Dream

Oliver Boans Make Up & Wash Bag - Review

A couple of months ago i was looking for a new make up bag that was gonna be big enough to store all my stuff in, As i have always had cheap and old make up bags from Primark and they wasn't to my taste and i wanted something that was nice and stood out with some color and with more space in. I was watching a video one day and i think it was one of Fleur's and i spotted this adorable make up bag and i wanted to see where it was from so i checked the comments and found that it was from Oliver Boans and i said that i needed one very badly as it was massive and plus it had you initial on there witch was awesome! I checked on there website to see how much they was and it wasn't to bad and just around the best price for this make up bag. Two weeks after that i placed my order though them and i ordered the make up bag and a card case as well as i needed one for my other cards etc! When i had the order it was very nicely wrapped in one of there bags and when i opened it i actually ordered the make up bag instead of the wash bag and i was gutted because i had to spend some more money again! i wasn't worried at all because it was worth it in the mean time.

What's Inside My Mulberry Long Locked Pink Purse!

I have been asked to make a small post all about my purse and also what i carry in there like cards
etc! As you know that my purse is from Mulberry and it is the pink version witch i got from eBay a while ago because i sold my last one due to that i didn't like the color to get this pink one, The color i originally had was the brown one and i really didn't like it, This purse is one of the best that i have ever had because it can fit almost anything inside and even my phone too, If i am just going up the shops etc! i can just use this as a small clutch and and it works very well. The best thing about this purse is that it has 3 sections and also it can fully expand so if your like me and carry a lot of cards notes and change and this purse is so ideal for you, I wasn't gonna have the Long locked purse in the beginning because i thought that it wouldn't be a enough room for me but it has more then plenty for me. The purse is still available to buy from the Mulberry website but not in this colour!

I carry so many cards in this purse i am very surprised how i can manage to fit them all in there and some of them are like Loyalty cards that i sometime uses and then i forget to use them kinda thing and then they just sit in my purse doing nothing, I must have my very important cards like my ID railcard and bank cards in the front pocket so they are very easy to get to when i need them, A Part from that this is a really good purse to invest in and it will last you a very long time and the leather is absolutely stunning when you get a new one but as mine was pre loved and i think it does need some TLC on it to give it some more love and care!
 So What cards do i carry in my Purse?..

Blog Sale - Everything Now Sold

*The blog sale will run until all items have been sold*It has been a long time coming but I am tackling my hoarding addition and getting rid of some make up bits and pieces that I have been neglecting, have not used before or for a while and that I have duplicates of. I actually cannot believe just how much stuff I have and therefore, I want them to go to a loving home which I am sure you will be able to do.*This blog sale is UK ONLY.*To purchase an item, please leave a comment along with your paypal email address so I can send an invoice.I only accept Paypal for payment, and I cannot take any other method regardless of the story why you can’t pay with Paypal *Once an item is sold, I will score through the line. If an item states ‘pending’ it is awaiting payment. If payment hasn’t been made within 24 hours of the invoice being sent, the item will become available again.* If you require swatches, please look these up via Google. I am unable to swatch each product.* NO REFUNDS will be given, so please make sure you want the product before buying and that you know its your color etc.*All items that have been used or swatched have been sanitised however I recommend that you sanitise them personally before use.
*Postage is £2.80 with Royal Mail 2nd Class and 50p per additional item. Items will be posted within 4 days of payment being made.I don't ship Worldwide only within the UK.

Buffalo Vintage 1310 - 2's Official Spice Girls Platforms

These are the official Buffalo platforms that Emma wore on the Spice World in 1997, these are very limited and very rare and unable to find anywhere online. They haven't been worn due to the fact that they are about a size 8. They are in Excellent condition and they just need a good home.
£30.00 Shipping & Handling £4.89

Haul - First One For 6 Months 22.08.2015

Hi guys and i am so sorry for the lack of posts recently as i have been having some family / health issues that needed some attention.
As you seen that i haven't been able to go out and buy any kinda stuff for myself because a few weeks ago i came down with my depression again and i thought that i was gonna end up in hospital because it was so bad! So i have been in doors ever since then, I used to be able to go out and get shopping and things but as my depression and anxiety attacks are quite bad these days i cannot leave the house without someone with me and it is so hard for me to leave without anyone beside me.
I wanted to get some things because i just wanted to treat myself and bring myself back to where i was a few months ago. so That's what i have done and been looking online for some bits.
There has been so much stuff that i have been having my eye on lately and i wanted to get my Mulberry bag that i have been waiting for ages for the first thing so i can travel on long train journeys and get my laptop in and out and use it on the train without digging it out of my bag and i can use it more and plus some make - up and  some clothes due to that i am planning to go away soon for some alone time and a break because i really do need one as soon as i can with everything that has been going on lately,  I have picked up some bargains on eBay this time around and i am really proud on everything i bought,

So lets deep down to see what products that i have bought this time around!.

Fleur De Force Makeup Collection Review

I was so excited when this new range from the amazing Fleur was announced on her YouTube channel only a couple of weeks ago, I knew that Fleur had a book out and then teamed up with the team at Eylure to bring out some amazing and fabulous lashes, When i watched the video of the eye lashes i knew that Fleur was going to bring something else out as i could feel that something was around the corner. She explained in the video that she had been working on the makeup line for over a year. I was so thrilled and over the moon about this collection coming. I had only wanted to order the make up bag originally once i saw it on the video because it was something that i would like as Fleur likes stars and her makeup bag was all in the same signature look and also her glam guide book to I like the makeup bag the most because it is very compact and very stylish and very roomy and you can easily expand it to hold more of your essentials in. I love the feel and texture of this bag and it is very easy to clean and very soft to touch too. I have had so many makeup bags over the years but this one is one of the best that i have spent my money on and i am truly gonna use it for many years to come.
I have also seen the amazing six and fabulous lip glosses that she also brought out with the line and also has named them after stars and it feels like the names was chosen by Fluer herself as she loves Stars and i managed to get 4 of them out of the 6 when i placed my order a few weeks ago. I have managed to pick up.. 10. Little Star 20 Written In The Stars 30. Starlight & 40 Lucky Star. They smell absolutely gorgeous and i could easily eat them as they smell so nice. I also love the style and packing for each lip gloss as it also does include the signature look of stars and very stylish and very girly to add to any of the FDF's Makeup line.The lip glosses are fab. They are light weight on the lips but pack a real punch of color.  Fleur really does love stars!):

Health Updates Finding Things Very Hard At The Moment!

it has been a while since the last time i posted about my Health problems and also my depression, I thought that it was the right time for me to come on and just update everything because i am finding things more harder for me then usual. I have some good days and then bad days, I was feeling fine a few weeks ago where a few weeks before that i was so unwell that i wasn't able to go out of the house for at least 3 weeks because i could't face what was out there and plus my head wasn't right and i was slowly getting worse and worse in the same time. Saying that i haven't never been into Hospital for my depression ever and this time about 4 weeks ago i nearly ended up calling 999 because i felt so unwell and my depression was controlling me and i needed help asp, But i have always had a method that my dad taught me he always said to me calm myself down and do something to take my mind of it and it does work,  but when things don't go the way i want things can get very serious for me.
Since that last episode where i wanted to go to Hospital i have been finding things more harder for myself because i have so much going in my head all the time and people doing this and that to me and also with paying my bills and missing very important things and i have also been loosing a slight bit of my memory and this hasn't happened before and i think something is coming because every time i look at something on Facebook regarding one of my old friends etc!  this makes me want to start to hurt myself i have been on Facebook since the early days and this has also made me want to harm myself and even kill myself because what people says to me and bully me. I do have some good friends on there who are very supported of me and helps me out but you always get someone on there who wants to use you and gets away with it and i have had many of those in my life time.At the moment i think something is gonna come back and destroy me because i am not feeling very well again and the other night i tried to do something again by overdosing on Paracetamol because of my looks and my weight, I also drank more then one can of pepsi last night and ended up drinking about 5 cans and that is so bad for me. I have been but on medication for my depression and this sometimes does work and sometimes it doesn't. I have also been to hit people and shout to people and hit them and the longer i have to put up with things the longer i will hurt myself.
The one thing that gets me annoyed and angry is that i have physical disabilities and mental health problems and i am not saying that i have had a far share of it but i have been trying to fight my case for my Mobility car since 2000 because i lost it the same time and i have never ever been able to get it back and that makes me wanna arm myself even more because there are people out there who needs it more then them. I am just hoping that i get what is back mine and keep it and i don't think its fair that people like me who has now got serious back pain and leg pain who cannot walk that far looses out because of people who fraud's the system because i have everything to prove them wrong and if my award is yet again what i think then i will take them to the cleaners and get what is mine for sure.

Makeup Storage Ideas & Solutions

I have have been meaning to make this post for a while now but i haven't had the time to come around to write it, Anyways i wanted to make this post all about my Makeup storage ideas and solutions because my makeup is now getting out of control and i am slowly beginning to run out of space to store it all. I am in mean of some extra room and space to store it all, as i have one of the most smallest rooms in the world i am always finding new ways and solutions to try and find some free space and it is never ever posable for me so in the end i have to end up selling things to get more room witch didn't give me that much free space at all. I have been doing some research on some new storage ideas and some places where i could store some draws and holders and i have also seen that a few YouTubers and people has these Alex draws from Ikea, I have never ever bought anything from Ikea before but they looked very stylish and very ideal for what i need to use them for. I have seen that people has more then one to hold various of makeup related products and other bits and bobs. I have been looking around for some free space on where i can store them and theres only one place where i could have them and thats in the corner where i got my shoes etc! With me i am in love with every single makeup product out there i will need to get some draws as soon as i can because i am now running low on space once again.
I have always been trying to get the latest makeup product from the Naked pallets and the Benefit stuff and other brands too, When i am in need of some items from my makeup i always find it very hard to get out what i actually need and this makes so much hassle for me and also to find it and something like these draws from Ikea would be ideal for that too. I haven't seen them in person as yet but if everyone in YouTube land has them they are worth the money thats all i can say. I have seen that the draws are very deep and very strong as well so i can easily store one or more items and products in there. I really don't have a local Ikea store around me so i can take a look at them because our nearest store is Bristol (Witch isn't to far away) as Christmas is coming and i am asking for more and more makeup for christmas and me going out and buying more and more where i am gonna put it all? So i need some draws that are gonna fit and go with my bedroom colours and design too. I have also seen makeup draws and storage on eBay and i was thinking to go and get some but like again i have no where to put them and this does really make me mad all the time with the lack of space in this bedroom of mine

The 15 Weird Questions Tag!

1. What's a nickname only your family calls you?
Everyone in my family calls me by my real name and that is 'Ria' some people tend to ask me if it is a nickname and sometimes i reply yes and no, as i have two different name sometimes i don't know what is what.

2. What's a weird habit of yours?
Playing with my ears as i have done this since i was a kid and i done it with my pink panther when i had him and then i like chewing pens when i am board

3. Do you have any weird phobias?
Not that i know of but i always see very strange things when i am asleep though and like someone is there talking to me all the time, i also tend to see people floating around my room like they are flying around and trying to talk to me and tell me something all the time. But this has happened for a while now and i think that i can see people

4.What's a song you secretly love to blast and belt out when you're alone?
absolutely love Bonkers and the music is so good that i love to play it on my computer and blast my headphones out as i have some and the quality is amazing and i tend to go mad and loose it. Especially when i have had a hard day or when i am down and upset this music brings me straight back up to the top again. The best album that i love to play is bonkers 11.

5.What's one of your biggest pet peeves?
I don't have any pet peeves.

6.What's one of your nervous habits?
When i am very nervous and get confused with something i tend to loose my feelings in my arms and my fingers for some reason and this has happened on a few times when i have been out shopping because as i have no sense of money and what things are gonna cost this makes me panic every time when i go and get to the checkout and pay for it. I also tend to shake my head also when i am in this way.

Problems Finding Gillette's & Coats To Fit

For the last couple of months i have been getting ready for winter and getting clothing ready for the cold nights and frosty mornings, Usually around about October / November time is when i am out shopping for my winter clothing and shoes. Well not this year because i have been putting on so much weight over the last couple of months and finding a jacket and a body warmer wasn't gonna be a straight forward progress, Usually i go into shops like ASDA New look or Matalan to see what kinda jackets that was out for the coming winter and i would try them on and to see how they would look on and also if there is any space and gather for me to wear a jumper is well. I used to be a size 18 - 20 in a jacket and a bodywarmer in almost anything and a few years back my mom bought me a lovely jacket from walls and this was over £100 and it was lovely and fitted me like a dream, The sad news was that i ended up giving this jacket to my auntie because it just didn't fit me any more. At the start of the year i had to chuck and give all my jackets and coats away to family and charity because none of the jackets was just using space that i needed for new items. The coats that i enjoy the most are the long ones that comes above your knee and for some reason these are the only style of coats thats fits me and all the other designs doesn't. I have been looking almost everywhere online for a new jacket and body warmer and the only place that came to mind was plus size shops and i have shopped on one before and that was Yours clothing and i found that a size uk 20 was kinda big because at the time i was only a size 18 when i ordered this top , So i looked at all the local places online like Next New Look ASDA and there was nothing that i seemed to like and then i was thinking to take a look on some plus size sites and there i found was some of the most beautiful jackets and coats that i have seen in a very long time and they was just the ones that i was looking for as well, I was kinda scared about ordering from a plus size shop because of my weight but i wasn't gonna let someone bully me because the way i am buy ordering from a Plus size shop, I had a look at all the coats jackets and body warmers on every plus size shop and there wasn't much of a choice for body warmers and none that i really liked, So i had a look around and then i couldn't make my mind up on what jacket i wanted as they was so lovely and well designed. In the end i got this one from Simply Be.. Simply Be Fit & Flare Mac @ £50

Allow Me To Introduce Myself

Hi folks and i thought that i should properly introduce myself to others in a post because i haven't really done anything as since this blog started in Jan this year! I have been meaning to write it but it has been so hard to write because my life is not one of the best.
I have written a full story and all about me on my about me section on the top of this blog and explains everything about my life and early days, You can read that HERE: It hasn't been easy for me since the early days and this will just give you a brief info about me and my life and also my blogging and YouTube hobby!
As most of you might have seen that in 1992 i suffered from one of the worst infections ever called Virtual encephalitis and this caused me to have so many issues and compilations that i nearly ended up loosing my life due to it and i was in hospital for over 5 weeks because i was so unwell with it. The basic skills and communication was all destroyed and i had to relearn everything from Scratch.
When i was allowed home from Hospital i wasn't a normal child anymore and i wasn't able to walk , talk and i was in a wheelchair due to that i couldn't walk and my mom was now my full time carer and i needed 24 support nearly every single day of the week, I was awarded some money and a car from the government to help with costs for medical equipment and trips to the doctors and hospital appointments and also to help me though my development and special needs.

My mom had her own full time business working from home and packing cards for business across the country, As my mom & dad also had to look after my brother and continue there work it was very hard for the both of them and they done everything that they could to support us. My dad was always working and providing everything for us while my mom was doing her own business. We had neighbours and family and friends to come over on a regular basics to come and look after me and my brother while my mom and dad was working.
Since the early days i have had so many hospital & doctors appointments and tests because of what happened and when the encephalitis took my life away,  i had to attend hospital treatment on a regular basics to see what kinda support that i needed  and also to see what they could do for me. I was given some special walking shoes that was made specially for me and these wasn't a cheap pair of shoes we had to pick them up every 6 weeks and they was made in Bristol and they would help me walk again and gain my confidence once again.

In 1995 i attended a special needs school for people who had special needs and who was disabled and needed support on there education and learning. I was there for 5 years and witch they gave me speech and walking therapy once a week and got me where i am today and also we had special trips out and get our confidence and interact with other people too. As well we had Swimming lessons once a week that was adapted for people in wheelchairs and people like me to get some much needed exercise. The swimming pool is still there to this day! 
From then on in 1999 to 2001 i attended my junior school and high school, In 2004 disaster happened for me that would go on and destroy my school life and would leave me with more problems in years to come, In the same year i was told that i was having very serious Migraine attacks and eye trouble and i needed tests after each other and this made me to have so many days off from school.
I tried to attend school as much as i could because of all my exams etc! Before i left high school in 2005 i was finally diagnosed with hemiplegic migraines & Lazy eye amblyopia.

I started collage in September 2005 until 2008 and when disaster happened again for me and i was feeling very ill and needed medical help and support as i was getting myself into a lot of trouble and debit. I was behaving badly and i was told that i was suffering from a mental breakdown and i would need someone to talk to and i went to see a physiotherapy for more help & advice and when they told me that i was suffering from mental health problems with mild depression and anxiety attacks, And this landed me into so much trouble as my brain was out of control and i was too and this landed me into a lot of debt by the end of 2007.
Since 2008 i was so unwell that i made the massive choice to attend collage in Wales and life with my dad and his girlfriend , This made my dad so happy and pleased that i was moving in and i just wanted some much needed rest until i was well enough to go back home again. Life was pretty good down there and one day i decided to make a YouTube channel and blog when i wasn't doing anything in my free time. As there was no transport for me to get out and about all the time so i had time on my hands to make blog posts about my life and fashion ideas and of course beauty as i was doing a beautician course too. In the start of 2009 i was well enough to go home and continue with my every day life until the day in September when i declared myself insolent.

Updates 27.10.15

Iam so sorry that i haven't blogged for a while because there has been so much going on and things happening that i haven't had the chance to sit down and write anything, With christmas around the corner and events to attend there hasn't been much time for me to come and do a review of products for you as i have had a couple of small products from some companies for me to review for them and i haven't had the chance to do anything so far. Plus that i have had some bad news that last week i took a shower and managed to get some water trapped in my left ear and that has led it to be a ear infection and i am completely def in my left ear until the infection clears up, This isn't the first time this has happened this is the about the 4th time now and i hate not being able to hear and finding everything hard and even listing to music is one of the worse because i cannot hear it very well. I have been to see a doctor and they gave me some ear spray witch hasn't even tried to kill the infection and i am in a lot of pain and i miss my hearing so badly. I might end up going to hospital for it because i want my hearing restored and i hate having these ear infections all the time and it really does upset me when i have limited hearing.

Tanya Burr Cosmetics My Thoughts | Review

I was so happy and excited when Tanya burr was releasing some new products to her beauty line as i am a fan of her on YouTube and i enjoy watching her videos. I was so happy when she decided that she was gonna give her beauty line a new design and also add some new products too. At the time i was also collecting Zoella stuff at the same time and this was the reason why i couldn't get any of the original tanya burr lip glosses and in the end i never got around to place my order for some amazing  products. As she was releasing these new products i wanted to see what they was and also the price of each one because some makeup items including brow eyeshadow pallets are kinda expensive like the Naked ones witch i have had. I had a look on some other people's reviews on each item before i actually went out and bought them and people has been saying that they are very good pallets and offers a very good coverage to the cheeks and face. I wanted to get my hands on some of these amazing new items from the collection and to try and start my own little collection, Sometimes my local Superdrug doesn't always stock these items and i don't understand why that is. I had a look at the original line of stuff like the lip glosses and i absolutely loved them and i so wanted some then but i wanted for the new products to come out.
I managed to pick up the Perfect brows pallet , The peachy Glow pallet & The Rosy Flush Cheek Pallet. and i have seen the colours of each pallet and they are gorgeous and very pretty and i had no problems when i applied some to my Real Techniques face brush and applied to my face. My face was flawless and was very glam and i loved how the colours went together and how pretty it looked too.
I really like the color Oyster Shell and  Champagne Shimmer these colours worked wonders on my face and i looked very glam and very pretty, The perfect brow pallet is absolutely brilliant and i have loved using it. It has everything that you would need to make your brows glam! This little kit is so stylish and pretty and so compact that you take it with you in your bag or take it on holiday with you! I have had a few brow kits in the pass and this one was so much easier to use and had all the equipment and colours was all in the same kit. I will be using this pallet for a while yet and i think that it is one of the best ones on the market. I also like how she has designed the packaging and with the brief information about the product and all about Tanya herself. The pallets also has a handy mirror inside so you can see what you are doing and also can be used for almost anything.

I think that the whole collection is absolutely stunning and very glam and not so expensive either as some cosmetics are kinda expensive and this range of makeup from Tanya burr is one of the best that i have seen value for money because there is a benefit that it has been designed so you can take it anywhere with you and it so neat and compact and also has a mirror in each pallet. I love this collection and i will continue to support Tanya and all her range of her cosmetics range and of course everything else she does in the near future.

My Clothes Show Live Experience 2015 - Never Again

As some people might have seen on my christmas wish list from a few days ago  that i was attending
this years clothes show live as i sometimes go every year and i have missed a few due to the lack of funds and not enough planning. In the beginning of this year i wasn't gonna save up and go because it would just be a total waste of time and money to go so i didn't start to save for it , As the time was going fast and i had bills to pay i had no choice to book a ticket and take myself there i was looking forward about going this year. The problem was that i had no money to go with as i never ever saved and i ended up having some for a christmas present to go with, I was starting to feel very unwell before i went to the event and things just got worse for me and i wish that i never ever attended now!

I woke up on the Saturday 5th December at 8.30 am as i had to get ready and get my hair washed and get ready, as i woke up i felt so unwell like i had the flu coming i felt like all my bones was killing me and i wasn't gonna go because i felt so ill. As i was getting ready for the shower i ended up being sick and this made me feel a bit better but nothing massive and had a lovely hot shower and got ready for the event, I had ordered some new trousers to go with but they hadn't arrived by this time and by 11.00am i was ready to catch the 11.50am train to Birmingham International as the fashion show didn't start until 4:15pm.  I was dropped off at the train station by 11.30am and then i was given my christmas present and then i went in to get my train tickets and walked over to the platform to catch my train. As i was waiting for the train i called my dad to tell him that i was doing fine and i would call him later on when i arrived. As i was on the phone the train had arrived and as usual i couldn't find a seat and then i walked though the train and i managed to get one in the end, The journey felt kinda long and by now it was 12.05pm and i was trying to catch the 12.36pm to the NEC but as we was late getting into Birmingham i missed it and i arrived at 1.00pm. I was kinda mad and i had to wait around for a hour now for the next one. As i was walking up to the new new street station i was shocked to see how big it was and to see so many people in there, It had been massively improved with more free space and shops and places to eat and seats always free and all around the station. I was then looking around some of the new shops and of course the new Oliver Bonas store as i wanted a item from there,

As i was walking around to see what time my next train was i had to put my ticket though the barrier about 2 times for me to get though and by now i had found a train to get to the NEC at it was nearly 2.00pm and i managed to get on the train with some time to spare and as usual it was packed out with people and i had to sit on the luggage space and by now i was starting to feel very ill and worried because what was gonna happen next for me.I got to the NEC about 2.30pm and i went to the wrong place to get to the clothes show and i had to go and get my goodie bag and then i wanted to get into the stalls but people was filming in there so we had to wait for a few minutes. I managed to get into the clothes show at 3.00 pm something like that and the people i saw there i couldn't believe it, I was looking around to see what the lines was like for the goodie bags and other items and it was a very long waiting line so i thought that i would come back in a few mins. As i was seeing what was there and the stalls and i thought forget this i am gonna go to the Bullring instead. So by now it was 3.30 pm i was feeling very ill and nearly collapsed when i was waiting for my change from a stall and i was asked if i was ok and i replied yes to the people there on the stall. I had managed to spend £30 on makeup from W7 and then on Barry M over £80.00 and people was pushing me and bumped into me and squeezed into see the products and by now i had enough by now, So i had a look at a few more stalls and by now it was 4.00 pm and i walked out and i wanted to go home i had enough. I was then waiting for the train to get back to the bullring as i wanted to go to Superdrug and get a few things and yet again i was standing for 9 minutes and by now my back was killing me and i was getting worse and worse. 

By 4.15pm i was on my way to the bullring to get a few more things where i came out of the wrong bit of the station and i had to walk about 20 mins to get to the shop where i wanted to go, By now i was so weak that i was worried and panicking and i wanted my friend with me and i said to myself that you can do it you can do it and get there, In the end i reached the shop and it was manic in there and i had the same issue that i had in the clothes show people pushing around me and trying to get the things that i wanted. So it was now nearly 5.00pm and then i checked it out and then i headed to the last shop witch was build a bear to get my minion and i was in there for a hour as they was so packed out and it was very slow service and the woman in the shop who i was talking to said to me you look very pale and warned out are you feeling alright ? i said to the woman i am ok i will be heading home in a min and i should be going to bed, I walked from the shop around about 5.30 pm and as there was so many people  in the bullring i had to stop and sort out my stuff and get my train tickets sorted and someone shouted at me and i was gonna say something but i thought it was better for me to leave it and get home as fast as i could i felt even worse when this woman shouted at me.

Updates 18.12.2015

Hello everyone and it's been such a long time since i posted any thing to this blog and my YouTube channel, I have been asked to make some more videos but i don't have anything that i can offer at the present moment because i don't have anything to talk about and plus i don't have the proper equipment to make proper videos like get ready with me and routines, I was hoping to come back in the new year and to start to make some more and better quality videos as  i am still learning how to do some things on iMove and video editing. At the present time as christmas is just around the corner and my health has't been in the best shape for a very long time now and i am starting to feel so unwell with my depression and no one understands me what i go though with it on a day to day basis so i really have no one to talk to about it or offer me any support to me. Also i have updated my blogger , Twitter & Instagram account to a Disabled Lifestyle blogger & YouTuber because thats what i currently work as at this present time and i want to know the real person behind this blog and all the work that i have done to it.

Christmas 2015 & New Year Resolutions

I cannot believe that we are just around the corner from 2016 and so much has happened though out 2015, As far as i can remember that some massive things changed for me this year including my health and my family, In the beginning of this year i made my current blog and i cannot believe how strong everything is going and all the support that i have been getting and it's been magical experience so far. I am not one of the best bloggers & YouTubers in the country and i am disabled and have difficulties with doing things but this doesn't stop me from the things that i love doing and blogging and making videos was one of my biggest choices that i made way back in November 2008, Since then i have the amazing chance to have my own official iPhone app made in 2015 and that has been one of my biggest achievements so far because i thought that i wouldn't ever have one made from any company on the market.
I don't make a lot of blog posts & videos because of my health & disability and i also suffer with depression sometimes it is very hard to come on and face the camera and write a blog post or a review of something when i am feeling very unwell and sometimes my depression is one of the main reasons why my blog posts and videos are sometimes delayed, The response from YouTube and my videos since last April has been amazing and all the lovely comments people has left me and it is so nice that people are out there for you when your in need of something.It has also been 4 years now since i had my 21.5inch iMac for my Christmas 2013 witch i had for my Blogging and YouTube making and i must say that this computer has lasted me for this long and i am very happy with it it does everything that i need and i couldn't of asked for anything else.

I Discovered That I Need Braces After Visiting A Orthodontist

It's been such a long time since i last posted my on my blog as so much has been happening that i haven't had the time to sit down and focus on anything,  It hasn't been that long Since Christmas and i feel that we are still celebrating it but i know that we ain't, I just wanted to make a post that i have been waiting to share for a while now and i have only had the courage to make the blog post regarding it. I have never ever had any issues / problems with my teeth growing up i always had regular checkups and treatment when i needed it, I was under a dentist that visited my special needs school in a trailer that done all our check ups! Since i have been growing up i have always been self confidence about my teeth and the way that they was developing. My mom always told me that my teeth are fine and they was coming though naturally and theres no need to worry, In my early teens i was seeing a regular dentist and then they discovered that there was something with my wisdom teeth coming though and how that was gonna push all my front and back teeth forward and i would then need braces and then the wisdom tooth removed, I never experienced pain like it when they was coming though and my cheek was blowed up for days and i wanted them out as soon as i could. I went back to the dentist a few weeks later and they said that everything was doing nicely and i wouldn't need the wisdom tooth out and no braces would be needed after all! I took a visit to the orthodontist to see what they could do for me and they said that my teeth was in excellent condition and no treatment was needed.

nce then i have been to see a regular dentist by me and they offer just the basic treatment and the dentist has told me so much about my teeth i just don't know what to believe anymore, I first went there and they told me that i had a problem with grinding my teeth at night and discolour enamel to my teeth because i drink a lot of coke so a month guard was made for me for my bottom teeth and then i started to wear that for a few months and then i stopped wearing it because i was in so much pain with it. Since then i have back and forward to the same person to tell me the same thing again and again and one day i woke up and i noticed that one of my tooth on the top  was going inwards and i was then in a lot of pain and the pain was to much to bare with so i went back to the dentist and then i saw someone knew and basically told me so much that i couldn't understand her, She also said that i grind my teeth at night and then said that i have something wrong with my jaw (This was new to me) and said that i had to do regular exercisers to try and put my jaw straight, the dentist told me that i would continue to keep getting jaw pains and that issue with that tooth on the top line of my teeth, She also asked me if i ever had braces ? and i said that i went to see a  Orthodontist many years ago regarding treatment and i asked i asked why? she never told me in the end. I was yet again given a month guard to wear to bed for this time the top row of teeth and that was that.
Over Christmas i wasn't hardly wearing the month guard that was made for me yet again because i was waking up in more pain and i just left it alone and put it in my draw, I was thinking i need this sorted out as this pain was doing my head in and my jaw was killing me when i was opening my month and also when i am eating. So one day i decided to take a look at some braces again and i knew that a cost would be involved and i never knew if braces would fix the problem that was going on with my jaw, So as i was searching for it on Google and there it was staring in the front of my own two eyes! Braces can fix your jaw and line it up where it should be and this was all new to me. I was then looking around for some Orthodontists around my local area and i remembered that my friend went to the one in town that offers the treatment, So i looked on there webpage for some more information and found that they had a free consultation and i couldn't resit saying no and to get more information regarding my teeth.

Perfume Collection

I wanted to share my perfume collection as i have been asked to make a video of my collection as i have a huge collection, As i haven't had the time to acually sit down and focus on the post and also to take good enough photo's i haven't been able to make the post and the video. I was gonna make a video all about my perfume collection but i don't have enough equipment to make them,
I have been a massive junkie when it has come to perfum! I had my very first can of Impulse in 1997 when i was 8 years old witch was the Limited edition Impulse Spice and since then i have been into perfume more then anything,  I have been loving perfume from Britney Spears , Marc Jacobs & Zoella beauty for a while now. As i want to own every perfume out there witch is on my list i cannot
store them anywhere in my room as i have one of the smallest rooms in my house and i am slowly running out of room to store anything else. As my collection countines to grow i will have to go and get a corner shelf just to put them on soon so i will have some more space.
I can recall having my very first perfume spray and that was the Britney Spears Curious when it was relased in 2004 and since then i have fallen in love with Britney's perfumes and scents from each and everyone that she has ever brought one out.

My most expenisve item in my collection would have to be the chanel coco mademoiselle witch i had for my 26th Birthday in June 2015 as i had been after it for some time and plus my auntie likes it as well, I am now after the purse spray version as i travel quite a lot this would be so much better for me to carry with me then a glass bottle because it could easily smash and then it would be a waste of money!
My collection includes the following items..

This was given to me at Christmas 2015 as i was after the chanel coco mademoiselle purse spray as i was asking my auntie to get me one for Christmas but she couldn't always go into town and get me one, So she got me this lovely little set from Boots witch i still don't understand how it works!! I do like Daisy very much but this idea of a purse spray isn't to my liking myself.

I was given a Marc Jacobs Daisy Gift set in 2012 witch i had for Christmas of the same year that had the 50ml of the spray and the shower gel and body creme and the box was absoulty amazing, The spray has lasted me over 3 years and thats something quite unbelieveable as i wear it almost every single day. This smell from this fragrance is lush and i would consider getting the 100ml next time as it will last me a lot longer.

Marc Jacobs Dot Eau De Parfume RRP £25.00 - £67.50
I was given lovely gift set of this amazing perfume for Christmas 2012, As my auntie bought me one and my mom bought me the other, I haven't been using it as much as i have been since i have it, The perfume has this lovely scent to it and it lasts all day long, The bottle was absolutely amazing with all the flowers on there but mine broke after i kept cleaning my chester draws and it fell on the floor and smashed all the lovely flowers off, I was a little bit disappointed when this happened but the perfume bottle is still useable. This has lasted me over 5 years and i have over a bottle left of the perfume witch is truly amazing.

Soap & Glory Smoothie Star Breakfast Scrub Review

I have been finding it very hard to find a simple and straightforward scrub / Shower gel to use  for a while now because of my condition witch is Eczema, I have had issues and break outs since i was 5 and this  has been coming and going since i have be very carful on what i put on my skin and my scalp because i also do have very sensitive skin. i have been into Soap & Glory products for the last couple of years now and i find that all there products are absolutely amazing and out of this world. I love the brand for there makeup range and of course there bath and scrub ranges! I have been hunting around for a simple every day scrub that i can use on my skin and also that would be very soft and something that won't leave me in rashes and sores. I first started to get into the Sop & Glory bath / Scrub range somewhere between December 2013 when a friend told me about how amazing everything was, I took a trip down to my local Boots store just before Christmas and i smelt every one that was on offer (As Boots has 3 for 2 on offer sometimes) and it was so hard to choose from and i must of been there for almost a 1hour smelling each one and in the end i picked up this amazing Breakfast scrub that smelt like oats and the day i smelt it the day i have to by it. I took it home and then i just forgotten to use it and in the end i chucked it in the bin not knowing what i would be heading myself for with this amazing product.

I have used every popular shower gel / scrub on the market and some of them do leave me in rashes and soreness especially Dove and some other products, I was getting pretty tired of me having a shower and coming out in rashes and soreness so i said to myself about 2 weeks ago that i was gonna get that Scrub from Soap & Glory again and see what that does for me and see how i also get on with it, The day i saw it on the shelf i knew that this was the scrub for me and my mom thinks that £8.00 or even £10 for Soap & Glory body scrubs / Body Butter / Lotion is a lot of money but in my mind it is the best stuff out there witch has been made with special stuff. I started to use the scrub last week and i never had used it on my skin when i had some in 2013 and it was very easy to open when your in the shower because your hands are very wet and sticky and the lid was straight forward to open and it was very easy and straightforward to apply to your skin, The smell was outta of this world and i scrubbed it all over my writs and body and it was forming up and it was very smooth and very soft feel and texture witch is something that i like in a scrub. I then rinsed it off and my skin was very soft and felt very clean also. Since then i have been using it every 2 days and there has been a huge improvement with my skin and there hasn't been no rashes / burns  / soreness for almost a week now and my body feels a lot cleaner then ever!  This scrub has made me feel more confident in my appearance and the way i smell witch is fantastic because all of the other shower gel and scrubs don't make me feel nice about myself.
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